so as you know, if anyone actually reads this, i havent put much up lately. i guess i just dont know what to put up and i dont have a lot of time to go through everything i have done in the pat however many monthes, i do however have a new poem that i will hopefully be putting up shortly, and then maybe i'll put more pics up. its just that i feel artisticly unmotivated. i do art, but it doesnt seem good enough so it goes into a folder and never comes out. plus i dont have a scanner and it looks funny taking pics of pics you drew/painted. maybe ill do it just to get some stuff up, or try and find someone close to me that i can borrow their scanner and upload some pics...tough times, but trying to get through it, i guess my little art pieces i have been doing are keeping me going and releasing some of the tension, but yeah, to whoever reads this im sorry it is so awkward, and that you just wasted however minutes of your time looking at these useless word.